Every day Bill is in my thoughts, prayers, heart and soul. I see him everyday in my actions, thoughts, life and Calypso and Dakota. I can't even begin to explain the immense pain I feel every thing I think about him being gone. I cry when I know I can't hug him again. I cry everyday. I am saddened when I can't remember what his voice sounded like even just for a second. I don't know how long I am going to grieve but it feels like forever. It hasn't gotten any easier and I don't think it ever will. I try to be strong because that's what he would want me to do but I'm left with broken down tears and heart ache. I read some where "Don't cry because it's over now, laugh because it happened." That makes me smile but I still miss him. I've become friends with Lauren through emailing her back and forth for the past few months. I think she understands my grief the best and I understand hers. I mean we love the same man. Even though I have another to love and hold onto I will never let go of Bill. His memory will forever live on in my life. Billy I miss you so much! I would give anything to have just one more day with you...
Sgt William B. Meeuwsen & Staff Sgt. Aram J. Bass Killed In Action November 23, 2005
You will never be forgotten....
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